4 days

Today just happened ,while I was organizing all my stuff, to open my things and find my year book and my award of the last year. I am about to come back to Germany to my last year of UWC. I have a plenty of goals and I am very exited. I thing I had changed a lot since I am back. I get too curious about politics as I could never imagine I could be. I had asked so many questions, make so many mistakes on that way. I realize how dumm I was -and am- and ask myself how could I have lived so long without any taste for politics? I even argue myself what was my contribution to the world since I was born hahaha :P Kidding
I had expanded and had contracted so many times. I get stretch marks meanwhile. I might have offended someone even with my questions. I am honestly sorry for it. The imperious desire for knowing more hit me and the surroundings as well.
It is hard to open your mind and do not throw out your brain out. But is necessary to let colide the new ideologies which are coming and let shape your new world.
I am happy to had read the stuff again. Everytime ,even for a while ,if I become arrogant or any other sort of bad person, I will read againg what that people who lived with me for one year had wrote about be. They believe I could make them happy. They believe I was lovable.
Everytime I was reading it I was dressing a smile, dressing that spirity againg. :)
I am so looking foward to see then again. I am really looking foward. <3